College Headaches

So yeah... I'm starting to realize more and more how close the decision is coming. We have to start applying in November. It's a scary scary thought. And then, by MayFirstish, we have to select a place based on those who accpeted us. It's very very scary!

And, I'm starting to realize our severe lack of money. A lot. I mean, we might have to get rid of cellphones, cable, internet (NO! I will fight!) I lot of stuff. We're not doing too well I guess.

{Oh my... just flashed on my television screen... Farrah Faucet died today of cancer at 62... how sad...}

Anyways, about college, I definately have to be open to state schools as well. Because, and it scares me, I'm afraid of them giving me a full ride. (what a thing to be scared of eh?) Because I'm afraid if they give me a full ride, I won't be allowed to go to another school that might cost a little. *sighs* The only two that seem nice is Long Beach (the weather baby!) and SAC State. My UC of choice is definately Davis. I love the idea of going there SO MUCH! I keep looking at it. It fits me so well. That's my dream college. (However, I wonder how much money UCs give...)

Private schools I like are Seattle Pacific and USC. (subject to change I guess)
Lewis and Clark is nice too...

*sigh* COLLEGE SEARCH WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME! I just want to know!
I especially want to know about scholarships like FAFSA.

I wonder if I won that Save Me A Spot in College competition. I think it announces the winner in July...

I wonder if I should check my email...

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